Hmmm. I believe I lied when I claimed that the last would be for two years. It was not my intention to lie so boldly. But I want to put this ever so awesome adventure today down somewhere before I forget it.

Ok, so this adventure today started around 4:20 ish. But in actuality it had been building up for about 5 minutes. So my brother, being the lazy ass he is, walked to my room and told me to put out the dogs (passing the dogs on the way there). I told him to go the fuck away and put the dogs out his goddamn self. He stole my cellphone and was going to make crank calls to my friends. So me, not really properly gauging the results of my actions, went to the computer that everyone else uses (my laptop is my own fuck yes) and erased all of his music. Which in all honesty he fucking deserves because he illegally downloaded enough music to put a small music shop out business and blares it obscenely loud every single day because he knows it annoys the fuck out me and my little brother. And induces panic attacks in me (rap just does D: ). But anyway as previously stated, I misgauged the his reaction to this. Big time. He torn the rod out of my closet (effectivley sppreading my clothes through my room as well), threw my laptop, threw my phone at the ground, broke my door handle (again), stole more than $300 worth of cds from my room(have yet to get them back), flipped the power switch to my room, trashed the rest of my room, and threw some of my broken cds (I don't like to throw them away after the fail my mom's 'flexibility' test) on the ground. I had in no way wanted it to escalate to this point (he has some major anger issues and has thrown two other computers). In fact I had left after he flipped the power (despite the order listed, this happened before the cds did). And more to the point I had left through my window because he refused to let me leave through the front door. This is where the happier part of my day began. I went for the longest walk ever. Literally 6 hours of walking with maybe about half an hour toatal of sitting or standing still. The majority of this time was spent after my mom picked me up in her car and drove me home. The second time. Out of a total of three.

Umm. But the major body of the time was quite nice. I walked about a mile down the road and hung around this lake I used to fish at (and live near ). But I walked around there for a little while and saw the craziest looking bird. It had a red beak, spiky looking feathers in its crest and wings and was just utterly amazing looking in every way. I wish I had a camera to take a picture of this thing cause it was that fucking awesome. After seeing this awesome thing, I decided that there could be nothing more awesome in the woods/lake area and walked in a general direction back home. Then decided I wanted to go to the Wawa down the street. And got fucking halfway there before my mom picked me up for the first fucking time. She pissed me off in the minute drive back home and once we pulled into the driveway, I did a jump and roll type deal out of the car and bolted. At this point I was thirsty as hell and walked to the Rite Aid cause it was closer to where I was then wawa. On the way there a bunch of people crammed into a car asked in a very yelling manner if I had any weed on me. I proceeded to say 'Ich spreuche nicht Englas' (yes I don't think that is the right word either) and then drove off into the evening sky. No it was not sunset yet yet but they would have been driving off into it if it was. And then went into the rite aid and got a drink. Then decided I should start thinking about dinner and started walking to wawa. WAS FUCKING HALF WAY THERE WHEN MY GODDAMN MOTHER SHOWED UP AGAIN.gvjhbnp It was fail at it's finest point. This time I went into the fuvking house to find my room obliterated. After a screaming match I left. Yet again. I walked about three milesin the general direction of nowhere fast, decided that I was fucking hungry and turned around to go back to the convenience store that I had passed by earlier. There was a fucking small scale drug bust going on. It was a moment of absolute hilarity for me. Cause I know that the cops were not going to do enough good to actually due anything worthwhile. But anyway. At this point, it was getting dark and I decided that wawa would be the best choice yet again. And started walking there. BUT DXTFCHYGVJHBJNL MY MOM SHOWED UP A-FUCKING-GAIN HALFWAY THERE. once we pulled into the driveway, I started walking away again. She yelled at me something about a fucking curfew and I told her to piss off. She threw my phone a me. I have no idea how the thing was put back together again, cause it was in peices when I last saw it. But anyway. I started walking toward fucking wawa yet again. Not even a hundred feet from my house, a random guy in a car yelled at me "You better cut your hair you fucking homo!", which is quite a failure in itself because I'm a girl and straight (nothing against anyone who isn;t). Anyway, I walked to wawa and passed this fucking mob of teens. But fucking none of them would make eye contact with me, so I just kept on walking. Really do wish I had more friends that didn't live about 30 or so miles away D: But anyway, I got to wawa, and bought a half gallon of tea, some apple slices and a bannana. I walked away, feeling very accomplished, as it seemed that the world fucking conspired against my going to wawa, and ate in a hospital parking lot. Then I got home at about fucking 10:20 and found that my computer works. But I haven't checked to see if the memory is still there (there was a plate on the back bulging out I bit an it is screwed shut so I don't know what's behind there but I pushed it down ) don't care to know, especially since I know I lost a few hours worth of work on a fucking drawing before he threw if. The battery fell out then, so I don't know anymore. I really don't.

Yeah, so that was my marvelous adventure. I'm now sitting on my room listening to the radio as I'm cd-less and wondering where the hell my sheets and pillows are. It is somehow both the worst and second best day in my summer. I really need to magically become the driving age and get a car and my liscence at once. Cause I really need to get the fuck out of this place.

Edit: Just now realized he also fucked up several drawings that were up on my wall and stole twenty dollars from my desk. I want out of this house so bad.