Hullo. I am Nina L. M. and that's pretty much it for the solidarity of my name. It shouldn't be the last name cause my dad was adopted by his step father and his family name was changed by Angel Island peoples. And his real father's name was as well. And my great grandfather's. So names is unimportants.

BUT ANYWAY. I am me and that's what there is too it. I'm turning 16 on the 6th so that is funny. in a way but not really... But it makes me happy anyway! Hopefully that means I can get some decent music for my birthday. Cause music makes my world turn round! I'm listening to Mest right now. Drawing Board is a good song but it's over now. Now it's Mother's Prayer. but it isn't holding my interest properly so I'll probabbly change it.

If anone actually reads this, then seriously, you can stop now. I'm just ranting for a little. Eventhough I prefer to listen to what other people say then actually say anything, I don't think that's the case for most people. I mean now I was talking to someone and they were just like shut up. but maybe that's cause I stutter a little. A lot. Who gives a damn how much?

So for my birthday I get to go to Texas and spend some time with my cousin, who is one of the funniest people you will ever most probably not meet. By the way I live in the United States on the east coast area. But I haven't been to the shoreline for years now. That's a lie I went fishing last year. But Texas will be awesome cause it just will. Trust me on that.

So my exams are sometime in the next two weeks, but I'm not going to study for them. Technically right now I should be working on three of my lab reports cause I won't be able to hand them on after Friday. But I can do it. Dude, I seriously dug through my trash to find the results for my Flame Test lab today. I tried getting them from my lab partner but he was like "Nina I think I turned mine in already with everything," so I had to find them and I did.

Don't you hate when someone just keeps following you around all the time and just generally being right there fucking watching you? I do. My mom does that all the effing time. I mean now seriosuly, I pretty much didn't go on the computer for the entire year after my second laptop was stolen because whenever I went near the family computer she just gave me a look that was like you best not be going on that compooter, fool. Ughhh, I strongly dislike her. When I am older, I'm just going to up and move without telling her after college. I'm thinking about Los Angeles or some other big city. I like the claustrophobic feeling cities provide. Maybe that's odd to say considering I rarely ever go to cities and never have lived in one within my memory but oh well. But now my mom just is a horrible person. She just is.

And now I think I've spent enough time ranting so bye bye for the next two years, cause I probably will forget tp write another one of these things til then. Peace out.